Thursday, August 14, 2008

here we go

here we go. one year later.
one year suspended. in the air. in clouds.
one year wiser but still not accepting
learning to at last describe myself
in a sensitive, masochistic sort of way.
destined for disruption, 
for struggle,
for intimacy.
for a constant subconscious spirit 
screaming in my ear.
wondering how it works when what you want
just isn't in the plan.
forgetting normalcy.
forgetting quiet.
never calm.
my path's a firey one.
the ground doesn't shake anymore.
i feel firmly planted.
but maybe now the sky shifts.
still a slave to something greater,
but waiting to know what it is.
hearing what my heart and spirit will never have,
and wondering what part's next...


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