Thursday, August 14, 2008

the thunder

i can't sleep. i can't eat.
The Thunder. it's here.
i've begun to cloud
with suffocating thick gray fog
The Thunder has started. in my heart.
it took over the beating
it pushed down the dreams
and holds onto my love...
it's the only thing holding my heart together
trying desperately not to let it split
into two or three or four
or shatter completely

i can't sleep. i can't eat.
you. left. me.
inexplicably. 
a part of me has died today.
i feel it rotting in me now.
in my soul and in my bones and there is nothing i can do.
i have nothing now but this.
The Thunder. 
it's here.

2003

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