something else

I want you.

I want so badly to love you

dangerously, fearlessly, with an impatient, blind soul

but I'm not from here

I'm not of here

I can't tell you this, 

but I'm something else

what you see loves

but cannot say it

it houses something greater

a soul that's been here too many times 

to let go now,.

I want to love you. I want so badly to love you.

But all I can give you is what you see.

My carrier. My barrier. 

Who lost it's key many lifetimes back 

and has not been able to reproduce another since.

2002