Wednesday, August 13, 2008

yours, xoxo

i'm trying to amputate your
existence from my heavy heart
i move forward i move sideways
i side step you i move on
but i feel i still belong to you
i touch and am touched
i laugh i create
but i feel it spread to my sinew
to my marrow feel it seeping
i feel i still belong to you
hands don't make sense on my skin
words don't sound right to my ear
you don't haunt me anymore
because i'm good at supressing
at pretending to forget
but i feel i'm cheating you 
when someone else is in the home we once shared
i feel it's still your bed 
and i feel i still belong to you

2003

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