intuition

My head is pounding.

My body pulses.

My blood runs hot through my clenched insides.

My hands tingle and I am heavy

As I detach from myself and am sent into orbit

Into an alternate universe

You have caused this

...utterly humiliated, flushed, 

ashamed and crazed

Tingling and numb

I cannot bring myself to speak or move

I am alone

Alone with myself ~ my secrets

Memories of us fading into black and gray 

Movies in my mind

1999