Thursday, August 14, 2008

mud


i am contemplating letting myself go
to slowly and self indulgently
die of my broken heart in me,
the center of my human form,
could be my cause of death.
i can slowly fade away and 
black will spread across my vision
and since i can't eat i'll let my body feed off 
whatever fat is left until i am nothing more
than ribs and knuckles
my hair will fall out and breathing 
will be my only form of exercise 
as i lay down to die on my chosen
couch or floor.
please don't distract me...
i am laying down to die.

2004

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